In response to a reader's question, I'm honestly not sure where I stand on the child support.
See, new guy has one of those "baby mama's" you read about. The kind that calls him up at all hours of the night asking for money. She called him and said she's being kicked out of her apartment and unless he can help her get a new one, the kids will be on the street. *This is where I ended it with new guy, for now ... I don't have time for that sort of drama*
See, my fear is ... I'll be that kind of woman. I don't want to wait every month hoping that the child support check is going to come in. I don't want to worry about how I am going to pay my bills, and to call her father crying. The fact that I ended a relationship with a guy I cared about b/c he was being milked by his ex fixes it for me even more.
Everyone in my family has faith that her father would pay ... but I don't yet. I don't have faith that he'll pay, and I am scared that I'll become dependent on him.
December 1st is the deadline I'm giving myself. I'll either file ... or write him out of our lives forever. I didn't realize it would hurt this much.
Child support update
November 10th, 2006 at 06:34 pm
November 10th, 2006 at 07:20 pm 1163186417
November 10th, 2006 at 08:31 pm 1163190677
Good luck with whatever you decide to do! (perhaps you could just set up your budget so that all Julie's expenses come out of your income and IF he ever gives something then you can put that in an account for her education?? -- that way, if the payments are irregular or stop coming, your "everyday" budget won't suffer and, you won't feel as dependent!)
November 11th, 2006 at 04:30 am 1163219416
January 13th, 2007 at 03:22 pm 1168701734